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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 24, 2008 19:26:06 GMT -5
Nevada growled and said "Adam, Just shut the fuck up okay?" She said , turning to him and pleading silently with her eyes.
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Post by breckett on Sept 24, 2008 19:30:05 GMT -5
Adam sighed slightly, standing up. "Yeah, okay," he said. He leaned down to her and kissed her on the cheek lightly before walking away.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 24, 2008 19:31:02 GMT -5
Nevada sighed slightly and put her head back on the table. Ignoring the people staring at her now. She sighed to herself.
-FF TO AFTER SCHOOL (CUZ I FUCKING SAY SOONESS)-
Nevada sighed as she closed her locker. Pulling out her phone and answering a text she'd gotten from an old friend during the day. She sighed as she headed towards the front doors. Walking outside with a sigh of relief, feeling the cold brush of air on her face was a welcoming feel. She took long strides outside. Walking down the long pathway and crossing the street. Entering the small park that sat across from her school. Finding a seat and taking it as she pulled her knees up by her chest hugging them and munching on her gum as she thought. Why'd she have to get herself stuck in this. Sighing as her eyes teared up again, sniffing loudly since no one was around. Why'd she always have to mess a perfect thing up?! She groaned at herself and shoveled her face into her knees. Sobbing quietly and to herself. Mascara running down her cheeks.
Nevada walked alone in the dim lights of the sidewalks. Her shadow barely casted along the road, which was scarcely to hold a car at all. her face was cleaned up but the mascara was still dried onto it and hair was pulled into a messy ponytail. She sighed as her feet carried her somewhere, but she wasn't sure where it was too. She sighed as she walked up to Eric's door, attempting to keep her fist from knocking was practically impossible as her body seemed to argue with her heart as she stood, frozen in somewhat fear. She looked horrible, she knew it. She was somewhat scared that Wes would be there, it wasn't as if Eric was avoiding him or anything. She stood somewhat frozen outside of the door.
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Post by breckett on Sept 24, 2008 21:08:17 GMT -5
A moment later, Eric walked up to the door, and opened it. He saw Nevada and said softly, "Nev?"
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 24, 2008 21:16:25 GMT -5
Nevada sighed and sniffed slightly, her mind yelling at her "[/i]Say something idiot![/i]" She sighed and took a breath before starting "Eric, I'm really sorry. I mea-" And stopped slightly as her eyes teared up again. She closed them lightly, blinking them away. She looked stupid, she knew it. Fuck. Why'd she always have to do that? "I mean. I know it was my fault and everything, and I probably acted like a tot-" She paused again to blink away more tears. She didn't dare look up now. The ground wasn't probably staring at her like she was crazy. She sniffed again slightly and said, forcing the words out of her choked throat "Like a total brat. And then- You and Wes started dating..And I mean,I got really jealous and I didn't really know why.." She took another short pause to attempt to blink away the tears again but it was no use. Holding back as many as she could, she stood in silence for a second before saying the final words. Her heart practically pounding out of her chest. "And then Avril started to get on my case about it, and then Adam and I just didn't want to have to keep feeling sick around you forever, and I mean I know you probably hate me for saying this and everything...But I just couldn't stan-" She sighed and stopped at that point, her voice getting too croaked for the normal human ear to understand she guessed. She peered up at him through her bangs, attempting to catch a glance of his expression.
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Post by breckett on Sept 24, 2008 21:19:27 GMT -5
Eric just stared blankly at her. "Nevada, I..." he said softly. "Just... Go home and clean yourself up, okay?" he said before shutting the door, sighing.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 24, 2008 21:31:18 GMT -5
Nevada sighed as she turned on her heels. Letting the tears fall down her face. She bit her lip harshly and walked towards the road. A large truck zoomed by her. She sighed and crossed the street, feeling sick to her stomach again. Feeling like just laying down, her body too heavy to stand straight. What if she was just being an idiot? She walked down the street quietly. Tears still pouring down her face as she trudged her feet. Her eyes staring blankly ahead of herself. Feeling like a drone. She sighed slightly as she saw Avril's house, debating whether or not to go. She quietly took a seat by the side of the road. Curling up with her knees to her chest and crying into them now. How stupid could she have gotten? She wasn't actually wanting to ruin his life, but somehow she was screwing it up pretty damn well. She sighed and wished that someone would come along and just talk to her. Anyone, even if they were yelling at her. Maybe it would make her feel a little better. She somewhat wished the Adam would come walking down the street again or something, and give her advice, or yell at her, or whatever the hell Adam felt like doing to her. If Avril stepped up to her, it'd be better then nothing. But against anyone she ever wanted to see; possibly ever again. It'd probably be Wes. Okay, maybe it wasn't his fault. And maybe, just maybe she'd been a bitch around him. But she could feel it pulsing through her veins. If he even just tried to glare at her again, she'd bite his head off. She sighed as she sobbed into her jeans now. She didn't want to go home, and she could care less what she looked like. She just felt lonely today, as if everyone hated her. She was already pretty sure Eric would by tomorrow. Or at least think she was an alien. And she was 99.9% sure Wes hated her. But Wes wasn't really the problem. She sighed deeply through her nose, wanting to just go back in time and erase all her stupid acts. Maybe then she wouldn't have been rejected. maybe she would've. But even if she'd been rejected again. It wouldn't be her fault that everything was being fucked up. It wouldn't be her problem that Eric hated her.. She'd all created this. And now she didn't know how to end it with a happily ever after.
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