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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 20, 2008 0:13:29 GMT -5
[{ I Fall Deep }] Nevada sighed, sitting on her bed in a over sized t-shirt. A large blanket draped over her as the night sky sneaked into her room, Popsicle laying at the foot of her bed, grunting happily and picking up his head as Nevada shoveled out another aspirin. Drowning it with water as she ran her fingers through her hair. She had forgotten to count how many times she'd kissed anyone this week and was beginning to feel the regret. Plus the fact that Eric kept flashing across her mind didn't help her to forget her troubles. Her nail polish lay all around her, she must have given herself a pedicure 50 times by now, which would normally make her feel substantially better only made her cry more. She felt sick and tired. And was hoping and dreading Avril would come over and ask what was wrong. And she could talk for hours about how alone she felt, how desperate.
As Nevada stared at the blank wall she almost forced her head to think of different things. Suddenly she got up,throwing the blanket off her. Walking to her closet and flipping through them 'What are you doing?" her mind asked the deranged Nevada as she pulled out a miniskirt and just pulled on a tank top before grabbing her boots and her board and glopping down the stairs. Shoveling her petite feet into her boots and walking outside, the crisp fall night air felt like a welcome against her face. She walked for a while along the road's side. It was quiet and dusky at this time of night and it made her feel comforted, like she wasn't the only one worried tonight. She eventually dropped her board and skated towards Avril's house. Arriving there in the matter of minutes.
Nevada knocked loudly on the door, knowing her mom wasn't home. As Avril opened it Nevada felt a strange urge to hug her friend; and who was she to resist this urge? She quickly draped her arms around the surprised girls shoulders, hugging her friendly and holding back tears. "I'm an idiot." She said, her voice croaking. Avril looked at her and gave her a fast hug before pulling her inside and asking "Want a tissue?"
A mere hour later the two girls sat in the living room. The only dim light coming from the t.v which played Breakfast At Tiffany's, a famous chick flick notorious for late night sob fest. Which in Nevada's case, wasn't a bad idea. The girls eyeliner was drying on to her cheeks, and she had spent the last hour sobbing to Avril who had fixed milkshakes for the two of them before listening contently, and offering advice and comforting words. As the window of the shop scrolled onto the screen Avril said blankly, looking down at Nevada who lay on the ground "I think we should tell him.." She said simply. Nevada looking up with a panicked expression. "No." she said sharply "I don't want to ruin his relationship, or make it any more difficult.." Avril sighed but nodded numbly.
As Nevada slowly closed her eyes, falling into a peaceful slumber. Avril grabbed for her phone, quickly entering Devin's number and typing, before Nevada caught her. "I'm worried about Nevada...Grah, I'm a horrible girl pal =/. Help me...What should she do about Eric? And hopefully you know what im talking about =/ P.S- The whole Nevada not caring about Eric thing..S.O.S-Luvs" Guessing he'd probably read it the next morning she slowly lay down on the couch, closing her heavy eyes and drifting off.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 17:51:58 GMT -5
About ten minutes later, Devin appeared on Avril's doorstep, knocking three times quietly. He didn't know for sure, but he thought that maybe Avril was still up. And if she wasn't, he'd sneak into her house some other way to get to her.
Meanwhile, in Eric's small room, he was on his bed, leaning over top of his new boyfriend, kissing him roughly. Both boys were shirtless, but only Wes was wearing pants, Eric simply wearing boxers. They had been like this for about half an hour. Just making out as silently as they could.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 18:50:01 GMT -5
Avril groaned loudly as the door was knocked on. Yelling slightly "You have your own key mom!!" Rolling over onto her stomach. Nevada stirring and sit up. Hearing someone shuffling outside the door. She sighed and got up, opening the door while wiping off her dripped mascara as well as she could. Seeing Devin she froze and gave hi ma slight "Shut up" look. Not willing to hear shit about her appearance right now. She hadn't had time to perfect her hair, and he makeup was history. She was quite aware. She sighed and walked over to the couch. Poking Avril's shoulder aqnd saying "Wake upp." Avril groaned and slowly sat up. Looking at her and saying somewhat annoyed "What?" Then looked over the door and cocked her head "What?" She asked strangely.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 18:52:13 GMT -5
Devin cocked an eyebrow at Nevada for a moment, not really because of her appearance, but her being there. He hadn't really thought this through. He looked at Avril and said, "Umm... Hi..."
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 18:54:12 GMT -5
"Whats up?" Avril asked, still somewhat surprised.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 18:55:36 GMT -5
"I-I... Umm... Hi?" Devin said again, not really sure what to say, feeling awkward with Nevada around.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 18:56:33 GMT -5
Nevada sighed and hit Avril over the head "You told him?!" And growled, sitting back on the ground. Avril sighed and sat up. "Shh." Rolling her eyes.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 18:57:28 GMT -5
"Told me what?" Devin asked, confused.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 18:59:57 GMT -5
Avril blinked slightly and shook her head "I'm confused." Nevada grabbed her (Avril's) phone and scrolled through the outbox. She grabbed foudn the message and shot a glare at Avril before handing it to Devin. Mumbling something.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 19:01:50 GMT -5
"Oh," Devin said. "Well, I don't have my phone with me... But umm... FYI- I don't know. I mean, Eric seems happy, so yeah. I mean, he and Wes are umm, nevermind... Anyway..." he muttered.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 19:08:46 GMT -5
Nevada nodded meekly. Avril sighed to herself and fell over onto the couch "Its my fault." SHe said, being a drama queen.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 19:10:09 GMT -5
Devin shook his head. "Av," he said, "how the hell would this be your fault?"
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 19:15:44 GMT -5
Nevada sighed and ignored waiting for her answer and said meekly. "It's mine." Shaking her head slightly. Avril sighed and said "We're such a bunch of luantics." Laughing. Nevada sighed slightly, not feeling like laughing.
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Post by breckett on Sept 21, 2008 19:17:54 GMT -5
Devin rolled his eyes. "Nevada, if you had just told him you liked him, you'd be going out with him... But I mean, I dunno if he still likes you. And even if he does, he's got Wes now..." Devin said.
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Post by JULIETTE on Sept 21, 2008 19:20:38 GMT -5
Nevada nodded. "I know." She nodded. "Plus theres Nick.." Her sigh broken by Avrils somewhat frantic words. "Who"s Nick?!?" She said somewhat accusingly. Nevada shook her head slightly. "i'm gonna go home." Standing up and giving Avril a quick hug and sayign "Thanks.." Before walking past Devin and towards her house. Avril sighed and watched her leave. Shaking her head slightly.
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